I was looking through some of my old post and i realized, i have so much typo!! But whatever[i mean who cares, i'm happy and that's enough].

I was looking at a post and i sounded really agitated about some girlfriend thing[I really do have STM as i really don't remember posting such thing but i can't be bothered with it]. However, this post triggered something else and i thought i may as well write it down so i wont have to waste my energy saying.

Anyway,i've been having quite a hard time a while ago[actually, im still having some now] because there is this guy who said he likes me. As in girl boy like and not friend like. I was totally freak out and i wonder what the hell he is thinking. I thought he is just kidding or not in the right mind, but i'm so freaking wrong. He's so serious that i started panicking. I have phobia due to something in the past and i was really freaking out so i told rac. She told me to just tell him off but i was trying to be nice[and i hate it], and not hurt the guy too much, considering he's only 16[yes, he's younger than me, what the heck!!]. But, eventually, i got irritated[obviously], i told him off and was thinking "great! now, i can go back to my peaceful life."

Not! He is really persistent[i really wonder what his mind is make up of, so interested to open it up] and i can only say that i'm freaking amazed by him. He just sms me yesterday that he can't get his mind off me, which is really freaky, irritating and yucky. I mean, in normal situation, a person would have well given up on me if they see what i wrote in the message[according to my friends], but, it obviously doesn't work on him[wonder if he is an M(if you don't understand, then sorry)].

Anyway, i'm really irritatably irritating[my invention of words to show how irritated i am] but i wont do anything. I'll just leave him alone and ignore him[at the most, scold him to death]. It's really lucky that i don't need to see him or i'll die.

So, that's the end of the report to the stupid freak thing and i hope it'll end sooner than soon. Sorry to those that live to love but, who needs girl boy love? I well survive with family and friends love and i'm hapy and proud of it. I'll continue this till as long as i can and i can't be bothered with others opinion[so don't bother changing me]. Wahaha