I was pondering on how i had said that i wanted a boyfriend who would be able to take care of me, but i realized that, somehow, it's not what i really want. I think the thing that i really care about is having that guy to be frank and not cheat on me. For me, the most important is that, even if the guy fall in love with someone[in the process of being with me], he would tell me, so we could at least be able to break-up happily and still be friends.
Anyway, the main point is, i'm back to being free and easy because the guy[sending a freaking long sms], finally replied that we should just be friends as we're not close enough[we're like strangers, actually]. I truly wonder if it's because i really don't like him, or if it's due to my phobia to get into a relationship, but i was grinning[yes, Literally grinning] when i saw his sms[i'm still amazed at the length of it].

Jiken kenka[rida style]: i wonder if i'm going to become a lesbian??