Just thought that i should write something because it's been so long since i last posted.

As usual, a lot had happened with just more arashi-ing with the two crazy fools most of the time. However(though don't really know the details), one of the ourangal(after the three of us), a very unlikely one(but not as unlikely as left-brainer), had fallen into the "Storm.Fools" trap!! The snacker will no longer be "snacker" but "jun-baited" from now. Shachou, sho lover and i were really surprised when jun-baited(previously snacker) told us about how she is becoming interested in arashi(okay, heard from Shachou instead of Her, but it means the same thing so whatever). She has been searching for things like their videos on the internet at a rate that is unspeakable, leaving shachou and me wondering how crazy she really is(wonder~).


Something that i realized(for real) from the episode of wanting to get a new phone and game console this few days was, i really hate making decisions for myself. I had always believed that making decisions are difficult but this few days really makes me ponder on how much i really hate it. The conclusion is, i can make decisions easier(though still hate it) for a group because that is a responsibility and other parties are involved too. However, when it comes to making decisions for me, i don't see the point(really don't). This is just another mark to add to how lazy i am(personally thinks no word is available to describe it).
Surprisingly, while i get a depth further into my laziness, i realized how i’m able to make a decision properly and having it quite well thought of(in my point of view, don't expect much anyway) when i really needed to(with no one to relay on).


Jiken kenka(kazu style): I can be how i want to be if i have the will...